| One Careful Owner - Please Apply |
[23 Nov 2007|05:31am] |
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So.
So...
So...
She did it. She finally did it. The one who made me the vampire I am today. The woman I literally worshipped.
And it wasn't even my fault, y'know? Not properly. She went for me. I would've defended myself, but never intended for that to happen - even if she tried to do it to me.
Would she have got the same treatment, if I'd ended up as a pile of dust, instead of her?
I doubt it... Probably some excuse would've been given and swallowed whole.
And so, here I am. Cast out, until further notice.
Well, I've still got my lover. Not that she can stop it from burning inside, but it's a start. At least before it was just incidental. Now I'm just... Hated.
I remember that little episode in my unlife, not too long ago. The one where I was able to look at myself, objectively, then lament how I'm not as independent as I supposedly should be.
Maybe it's time for that to change.
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