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Dear Kael,
Well. Its been five months since you left and I'm just now getting in touch. Sorry for the silence, I was just never sure what to say or how to start this letter. I don't want you to think I was mad or anything, it was just...awkward. I hope that whatever called you back to Russia is going well, and that this finds you safe and whole. Your leaving was unexpected, but I get what its like to have something you have to do. I hope things are going all right for you.
You did miss the big celebration for the Fourth, which was probably just as well considering as how chaos erupted the way it so often does around here. Some joker turned the lights out and there was a panic before the electricity could be turned back on. They never did figure out who did it, or if they did I never heard about it. Makes me wonder what gets into people sometimes. But that's Searchlight, I guess. Everytime I think I've seen all the weird this place has to offer, it turns out that I'm wrong.
I'm making new friends. There's Julie, who works over at the Lighthouse and came to town a few months ago, and Byron, who just moved down here from Las Vegas to get out of the city. And I'm getting re-acquainted with someone I lost touch with, at least a little bit. But Boden left, the 'someone' I told you about that time when my hand was all bandaged. He got called away on personal business too, had to leave so that he could do other things elsewhere. I don't even know where he went, not really. He said he'd come back, though, one day down the road. I'm trying not to mope, and its even mostly working. I convinced myself that you would have liked him, even though I'm really not sure because he isn't exactly like other folks, but if anyone could get more than five words out of him it'd probably be you. Hannah's still here, though, and Sonya, who I'm sure you remember. ;-) I guess even when people leave, others show up to fill the gaps. Its not the same, but it does help. Do you get time for social stuff over there?
A stray dog wandered into my yard, so we decided to adopt each other. I haven't had a pet since I lived closer to home, and the company's appreciated. Talking to a dog is better than talking to myself, or at least it doesn't make me wonder if I'm losing my marbles. He's worth his weight in kibble, that's for sure.
I miss you. I was walking past the shop the other day and I realized there are things I'd like to talk to you about, like face to face instead of on paper. Guess that's part of the not-moping thing, realizing that I actually can tell you stuff even if you don't answer right away. You've always been a good listener, even if we didn't always agree on everything. I never said it, but I appreciated that, so thanks.
There's not much else news on this end, so I'll close this out by saying that I hope you're doing all right over there and that I'll see you again at some point. Take care of yourself, Kael.
Your Friend, Mallory
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