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"Blue"--A Perfect Circle |
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---Non-Journal Entry---
The beginning of the dream never mattered to Shannan. She could never remember it anyways. All the beginning of the dream was a big sense of nothingness. No thoughts. No sounds. No feelings. No light. No dark. She was meditating, and in another state of conciousness. She didn't see the cave, the books, the candle-light, the piles of dust and cobwebs. She never saw him enter. In the dream, she never heard him say, "Honey I'm home." But he did. And in the dream, she simply sensed his presence. She felt a falling sensation, as she opened her eyes to greet him. All three of her eyes... And that was always when she woke up. That was the part that always stayed with her: the creepy sensation of a gooey eye up in her forehead, seeing in a whole new way. Shannan hated it. It made her crazy. As she sat up in her hotel bedroom, she wondered if she was going crazy. She knew, somehow, these dreams were connected to why she didn't have any of her rightful Slayer powers. She couldn't blame the nightmares on the new town, or the awkward bed or the crappy hotel food anymore. Something was definitely up. As she got out of bed, and prepared for her shift, Shannan made a solemn vow to figure out what the hell was wrong with her. And more importantly, find a way to fix it.
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