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Dawn's eyes flashed open as she fairly gulped for air, feeling as though she were drowning...drowning in those dreams that weren't dreams, but flashbacks. Why so many, why now? Why did she have to be constantly reminded of what happened, of what she was? Why wouldn't they just leave her alone? Slipping out of Connor's arms, Dawn shoved herself off the bed and slumped down as her back leaned against it. She rubbed at her wet cheeks, at her arms that wouldn't stop shaking...at the light scars on her arms that just triggered more memories. Slamming her eyes shut, Dawn tried to think of something else, anything else...
Connor was coming awake slowly, swimming up through the strange images that he'd had playing in his head, in his dreams. Images that weren't his own, that was for goddamn sure. "Dawn?" he asked sleepily as he was fighting to wake up, though the second he realized that she wasn't where she was supposed to be, he snapped awake. He sat up quickly, looking around in a momentary panic before his eyes locked onto her form. She was shaking. Jesus...was that... he pushed the confused thoughts away, leaning over to set a hand on her shoulder. "Dawn?" he tried again, voice light.
Dawn drew her knees up and rested her face in her lap, trying to even her breaths. This was stupid. She was angsting over memories long past, issues long resolved. Much as she tried to tell herself that, the sentiment wouldn't quite take hold. Jumping slightly, Dawn calmed down at hearing Connor's voice. "Sorry, didn't mean to wake you..." Her own voice quiet, unable to muster a joke or the usual teasing.
"You didn't..." he said softly, worried, and he shifted around to drop onto the floor next to her. "What's wrong?" he asked, even though he thought he knew already. His eyes went down to her arm, seeking out the scars there. He'd seen them before, but hadn't asked about them, they were just a part of her and he wasn't one to go prying into scars. He had his own to tend with and he wasn't ever really that keen on going into details. His fingers turned her arm over gently, running lightly over the light lines there. ( you know? ) ( caffeine, mail ) ( Nc-17 )
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