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Joseph paced his apartment for a moment. His brown eyes lifted to look at the small black phone which rested on his bed. It wasn't that difficult to pick up and dial a number was it? This was amusing, he wasn't scared of being shot or being in a fight but he was scared of dialling a number. Mostly because that number would reconnect him with his past, the past he had spent the last couple of years running from. Why was he even contemplating calling? Maybe it was because his mother had been on his mind a lot lately and usually when someone was on his mind this often in so many days, something was wrong.
With a deep breath and yet another yank of his dark hair with a hand, he walked over to the bed and snatched up the phone. He flipped it open and pressed the number one on his speed dial and instantly it was calling home. Joseph made a mental note to buy himself some more cigarettes once he was done with this phone call, his fingers drummed against his thigh as he heard the tone ring and ring. It seemed to echo in his head and with each ring, his breathing quickened and his heartbeat thudded solidly against his chest.
And then the ringing tone was cut off and his mother's voice flowed across the line." Yes?"
" Ciao Momma. It's Joseph." He said slowly after a moment's silence.
" Joseph! Oh my baby! It is so good to hear from you. How are you? Still in Vegas, eh?" His mother asked quickly, her voice was as always warm and he could tell she was smiling on the other end of the line.
He balanced the phone between his shoulder and ear as he took to fiddling with his leather bracelets." Si momma, I'm still in Vegas and I'm okay. How are you? They treating you good?" There was a silence that didn't sit too well with Joseph. His mother was a talker, the only time she fell quiet like this was when something was wrong. Joseph arched an eyebrow and asked." Momma?"
" I'm still here Joseph. I am okay but the wars Joseph, the wars have started again." His mother answered, her voice shaking for a brief moment before Joseph heard her muttering a prayer." Dio, it's going to be bad this time Joseph. Much worse than the last time."
Joseph's eyes darkened as did his facial expression and his entire body seemed to tense." I thought the wars were over?" He inhaled slowly and willed himself to calm down.
His mother nodded her head before answering." The wars were over but some new gangs, they came into town and tried to take over and you know how Alberto doesn't like it when people question him."
" Si momma I know." Joseph's fingers ran across his forehead and then his thumb and middle finger worked over his temples in slow methodical circle." Is Alberto going to look after you?" Joseph recalled the night he had left, he had made Alberto swear to take care of his mother and to get her out if things ever changed, if things went back to the old days.
" Oh si, si! Don't worry about me Joseph. I will be okay." His mother assured him before her tone turned to an amused one." Enough talk about the gangs Joseph. Tell me about yourself! It's been so long. A mother needs to know about her child."
Joseph laughed softly. Typical, his mother was stuck in-between two warring sides and she was still asking about him." Well, I'm still living and working in Vegas but I found a girl.."
" A girl?!" His mother exclaimed." Oh it's about time Joseph. You were single for too long, far too long." He smirked softly and waited for another onslaught of questions." So this girl? What's her name and what's she like?"
" Her name is Rhiannon. You'd like her, very spirited and independent. Sexy too." He laughed as his mother laughed on the other end of the line." I love her momma."
His mother smiled slowly." I'm so happy for you." Her voice trailed off as someone shouted her name and after a while, she spoke again." I have go Joseph. Alberto is here."
Joseph nodded his head." Alright momma. Call me when you can alright? No buts and no excuses and tell Alberto I say hello."
" Sure, sure. I will talk to you soon Joseph and don't be a stranger." His mother commented warmly before she added." I love you and it's good to hear you're doing so well for yourself."
" I love you too momma and take care of yourself alright?" Joseph said in a slightly warning tone, as if to say. You don't and they'll be hell to pay.
This earnt him a chuckle from his mother." Si Joseph. Goodbye." With that said she hung up on the other end and Joseph listened as his ear was met with a long dull tone. His mother was gone for the moment. Joseph flipped the phone shut before tossing it back over his shoulder, his hands sunk into his hair as his eyes slid shut.
Life was never simple or so it would seem.
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